Monday, December 27, 2010
A Post-Christmas Poem
Journey of the Magi by T.S. Eliot
A cold coming we had of it,
Just the worst time of year
For a journey, and such a long journey:
The ways deep and the weather sharp,
The very dead of winter.
And the camels galled, sore-footed, refractory
Lying down in the melting snow.
There were times we regretted
The summer palaces on the slopes, the terraces,
And the silken girls bringing sherbet.
Then the camel men cursing and grumbling
And running away, and wanting their liquor and women,
And the night-fires going out, and the lack of shelters,
And the cities hostile and the towns unfriendly
And the villages dirty and charging high prices:
A hard time we had of it.
At the end we preferred to travel all night,
Sleeping in snatches,
With the voices singing in our ears, saying
That this was all folly.
Then at dawn we came down to a temperate valley,
Wet, below the snow line, smelling of vegetation;
With a running stream and a water-mill beating the darkness,
And three trees on the low sky,
And an old white horse galloped away in the meadow.
Then we came to a tavern with vine-leaves over the lintel,
Six hands at an open door dicing for pieces of silver,
And feet kicking the empty wine-skins.
But there was no information, and so we continued
And arrived at evening, not a moment too soon
Finding the place; it was (you may say) satisfactory.
All this was a long time ago, I remember,
And I would do it again, but set down
This set down
This: Were we led all that way for
Birth or Death? There was a Birth, certainly,
We had evidence and no doubt. I had seen birth and death,
But had thought they were different; this Birth was
Hard and bitter agony for us, like Death, our death.
We returned to our places, these Kingdoms,
But no longer at ease here, in the old dispensation,
With an alien people clutching their god.
I should be glad of another death.
Sunday, December 26, 2010
"12/25"
their contents consumed.
the floor is littered with a terrible refuse.
and faces drain of anticipation,
as multicolored lights illuminate
fabricated smiles.
and then:
"that's it?"
(the offerings expire)
"it's not even what I asked for.
i needed more
the air is still and strange when
greedy eyes glance at sturdy walls
and stare at flawless feet.
Friday, December 24, 2010
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
When Christmas Comes Around
Monday, December 20, 2010
The Garden of Earthly...
"The Garden of Earthly..."
Split in three.
Heaven,
Hell,
And the interlude.
(triptych trifecta)
Holy Ghost apparatus:
produced me.
And God knows,
I decay.
Naked bodies, piled high
(insinuating
intercourse)
What I’m trying to say is
We haven’t got time.
for most of these
...delights
Sunday, December 19, 2010
...Holiday artwork- Advent #4...
As you view this card, I hope you feel as though it was especially made for you, because it was....and this is my way of wishing you and your family a super holiday!!! Have a great week!!!
Saturday, December 18, 2010
{)Country Christmas(}{)A Mixtape(}
been savin' the best fur last folks. this here's ma last Christmas mix of the season. it's a blend of classic bluegrass, country & western. i've derived much joy during the collecting & patching together of this collection. there's something here for everybody, ranging from songs that celebrate the Savior to songs about the broken-hearted Christmas blues. there are songs of Christmas on the range, Christmas in the country, Christmas in the mountains, and there's even one about being in a Christmas tree delivery truck. some of these songs go way back with recordings that span several generations up to the present date. for me personally, they produce a genuinely warm feeling as i think of the intimacy of this ongoing celebration that mainly happens within the context of family. there's something about the country inflection, the tone of the songs, the vulnerability and playfulness of the lyrics that has a way of casting my memories back to childhood. I pray it'll do the same for you & yours. A special thanks to Josh for providing his talents to the album artwork displayed above as well as all the blogs out there who are kickin' out the crackly goodness. Merry Christmas everybody ~ Doug
Blue Christmas - Leon Huff
Christmas Angel - Stompin' Tom Connors
Christmas Is Near - The Stanley Brothers
Old Timey Christmas - Merle Lindsay & The Oklahoma Night Riders
While Shepherds Watched Their Flocks - The Louvin Brothers
Footprints In The Snow - Jack Guthrie
When It's Christmas On The Range - Bob Wills & His Texas Playboys
Santa & The Kids - Charley Pride
You're The Angel On My Christmas Tree - Faron Young
Lonely Christmas - Ferlin Husky
Christmas With You - Johnny Cash & June Carter
Winter Wonderland - Willie Nelson
Here At Christmas - Be Thine Mountain
Hanukkah Dance - Woody Guthrie
Baby, It's Cold Outside - Homer & Jethro with June Carter
Christmas Is Just Another Day For Me - Ernest Tubb
Blue Christmas Lights - Buck Owens
Old-Fashion Christmas - Jimmy Martin
If Santa Claus Could Bring You Back To Me - Jimmy Wakely
Silent Night - Wilf Carter
A Cowboy's Christmas Song - Leon McAuliffe And His Western Swing Band
White Christmas - Kitty Wells
(Merry Christmas) We Must Be Having One - Tammy Wynette
Be My Valentine On Christmas - Glenna Bell
Country Christmas - Loretta Lynn
Truckin' Trees For Christmas - Red Simpson
Jingle Bells - Bill Boyd & His Cowboy Ramblers
Merry Christmas To All - Al Dexter & His Troopers
Thursday, December 16, 2010
^^^^^MERRY^^MOUNTAIN^^^^^
Here At Christmas - Be Thine Mountain
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
...Holiday Artwork- Advent #3.1...
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
...Holiday artwork- Advent #3...
<(*)>lights on a house<(*)>
oh come, oh come - b. nester
more christmastime - b. nester
silent night - b. nester
lights on a house - b. nester
Sunday, December 12, 2010
...A Mix of BlackForrestry: Christmas Time Is Coming To Town...
This past year and a half, I have fallen in love with soul, gospel, and garage music, so it is appropriate that the music of this mix reflects that. These tunes are the ones that have been bringing a special amount of merriment to my holiday preparations. Hopefully, it will do the same for you.
01 The Beatles- Christmas message 1969 (excerpt)
Friday, December 10, 2010
WE FREE KINGS
Merry Christmas
silent night, holy night - i heart lung
winter wonderland - sonny rollins
we free kings - roland kirk
variations on a Christmas theme - the modern jazz quartet
God rest ye merry gentlemen - oscar peterson
have yourself a merry little Christmas - dexter gordon quartet
what child is this? - vince guaraldi
chipmunk Christmas - john scofield
santa claus is coming to town - jimmy smith
sleighride (aka midnight sleighride) - sauter-finegan & their orchestra
little drummer boy - jazzcode
do you hear what i hear? - jack brokensha quartet
we three kings of orient are - wynton marsalis septet
greensleeves - john coltrane
white Christmas - charlie parker
hymn for st. john of shanghai - create (!)
Monday, December 6, 2010
{)Christmas Eve(}{)A Mixtape(}
joy to the world - clem snide
holy night - a perfect friend
o come, o come emmanuel - belle & sebastian
only at christmas time - sufjan stevens
the little drummer boy -vandaveer
lo, how a rose e're blooming - feist
christmas (baby, please come home) - arab strap
in the bleak midwinter - dan zimmerman
silent night - richard hawley
blue christmas - the perishers
the first noel - benji cossa
wrap me up - the sad cobras & the magic twig family
christmas time is here again (bring out the joy!) - my morning jacket
we're going to the country - sufjan stevens
christmas eve, driving home - frontier ruckus
don't be scared, there is a savior - joel pickell
shenandoah - le loup
the choir at your door - the choir at your door
last christmas - erland oye
if you were born today - low
o little town of bethlehem - the innocence mission
white christmas - snow den
it came upon a midnight clear - laura gibson
jingle bells - julian koster
Thursday, December 2, 2010
Closer
Here is the short of it. Amidst a week of prayer I had a dream that I was at a concert. The guys playing didn't have their shirts on. For some reason that stood out to me. I heard the term "gravio rio". At first I thought it was the name of the band. As I researched I found "agravio" which means insult or wrong. Rio, of course, means river in Spanish. I have an affinity for aspects of Latin culture so this definitely spoke to me. I finally concluded that I was in the "wrong river". Though I wasn't in a terribly sinful state, necessarily, I wasn't completely in His pleasure.
One day the Lord spoke to me and said. "You can go higher". I realized then and since that I was spending more time in my soul than in His Spirit. As I said there were many tools He used. John Mark McMillan's The Medicine album, Philip Graham Ryken's Art For God's Sake, Makato Fujimura's work, Rick Joyner's articles on the arts and prophecy, as well as the days of prayer that were going on at our church at the time. It has opened doors in me that I am watchful to keep open. I just want to thank you guys for any response, encouragment or support you've given. If I'm on here a little less it's because I'm still striving to make Him my first audience. This is a beginning for me. I have spent 30 years stumbling toward this. Now I purpose to spend the remainder of my days here perfecting the best offering possible. Oh, it also could be because of my technological ineptness that I can't post a single song. Anyways, blessings to you all.
-:o:- First Attempt at Overlay -:o:-
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
<{(come winter)}>~<{(a mixtape)}>
the songs cover a lot of territory while consistently maintaining a sense of reflective joy & anticipation. somebody alone in a big room or ambling up a forest path with no one looking on. lost in thought. full of hope, acceptance, mystery. at times the music is hardly conscious - outside of time - flowing in the current. other times it's totally uninhibited - leaping giddy. i hope you've been here before. it's a good place to be.
what's the inspiration? i was thinking of a friend who i probably just described. one jaben vandenburg who this coming saturday will wed one carly arends. this mix is dedicated to them. i wish, hope & pray the very best to both of you & hope this music aptly reflects the coming days. congratulations - i wish i could be there.
as for everyone else, i would recommend this mix for activities such as drawing, walking, writing, necking, bubble-bathing, chessing, cooking & all around chillaxin'. enjoy. doug
birds pt. 1 - monster rally
Recent Poetry
(None of these really relate to each other; but I thought I'd put some recent poetry out there...)
"And Yet We Wait"
I still crouch in ribbons of weeds
-Bare to the bone-
Apprehensiveness illuminating
Men all around me.
I can't stand the quiet any longer.
So I ask them
What they think of the world.
"We don't know," they whisper.
"It's been a while."
We all turn pale.
Everyone forces a laugh
Until the wind asks us
What we're waiting for.
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"Solubility"
Fit right in.
Watch the way you ask questions;
When I'm not even around.
I told you,
"I'll be down by the river searching for driftwood."
It makes me feel at home.
So don't tell me you're lonely.
There's no such thing as an empty room,
Only a vacant mind.
You could be here with me,
It doesn't matter if I'm not around.
The Hudson smells nice this time of year,
You'd fit right in.
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"Riverside Interlude"
Autumn's mockery
Creates an absence of boats,
And the willow speaks for itself.
Half of a worn couple shows affection:
Speechless eyes and a limp arm embrace.
Why am I alone?
Cold brick slabs retain
River water overflow.
"A monument to those lost at sea"
True patriotism.
Scarce light scatters slowly
Over a family torn to pieces,
God knows why
The seagulls don't mind
The cold.
I wonder where the fish will go?
Swim away with me?
Brick and mortar won't last forever...
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
...Holiday artwork...
Monday, November 29, 2010
...History Of Redemption- book and prints...
Saturday, November 27, 2010
you are my flower
Friday, November 26, 2010
Beautiful Abstract and Expressionism
http://www.wtlbiblepublications.com/
Blue Canvas
1. If you had a choice from any artist that has ever lived, who would you choose to sit down and have a conversation with?
2. What is your favorite movie of all time? Why?
3. If I had special powers they would be...
4. The world would be better if...
5. I'm addicted to...
6. When I have a creative block I...
7. Growing up I...
Have fun with this. We may actually inspire one another with our answers.
Oh, also check out my blog Lightning Rod and The Conduits. Pretty fun stuff: http://lightningrodconduit.blogspot.com/
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
...A Mix of BlackForrestry: Lite-ly Fall...
"A Mix of BlackForrestry: Lite-ly Fall"
01. Heron- "Car Crash"
02. Bill Fay- "I Hear You Calling"
03. Marc Brierley- "The Answer Is"
04. Bob Desper- "Dry Up Those Tears"
05. Anne Briggs- "The Time Has Come"
06. John Fischer- "The Cold Cathedral"
07. Jim Schoenfeld- "Before"
08. Jeffrey Cain- "For You"
09. David Hemmings- "After The Rain"
10. Jim Sullivan- "So Natural"
11. Skip Spence- "Little Hands"
12. Billy Nicholls- "It Brings Me Down"
13. Chris Britton- "Why Did I Let You Go"
14. Ted Lucas- "Plain And Sane And Simple Melody"
15. Michael Yonkers- "The Day of Jubilee"
16. Ben Atkins- "That Brings Me Down"
17. Alexis Korner- "Sunrise"
18. Jackson C Frank- "Milk And Honey"
19. Duncan Browne- "Final Asylum"
20. Susan Christie- "Rainy Day"
21. Linda Perhacs- "Hey, Who Really Cares"
22. Wendy & Bonnie- "By The Sea"
http://www.mediafire.com/?291fn7j1hea2tc3
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
mixcloud: fluid radio
www.mixcloud.com ~ www.mixcloud.com/FluidRadio
Friday, November 5, 2010
...{the end is at hand}-{Jesus music, vol. 1}...
If you enjoy rare, psychedelic music...or if you enjoy "Jesus Music"...or if, like me (& Doug), you can get down with both, then, boy oh boy, do we have a post for you.
You may not know it, but Doug and I have been brewing up this little treat for a while. In our never-ending search through music of all types, but especially psychedelic and folk music, we kept bumping into these great, almost unheard of records- albums from the Jesus People Movement of the 1960's and 70's. Although some of the tunes from that movement may have had a cheesy quality to them, there's some really interesting stuff that came out of that period and subculture as well. As much as Doug and I love making mixes, upon discussion, we realized that we had never made a comprehensive mix of songs from this category. So, we decided to work cooperatively to make this compilation for you to enjoy. If you have any interest in "outsider" music, then I think you'll find these tracks to be pretty engaging.
While putting this together, we discovered that we have a bunch more stuff to share, so this will be the first volume, with several more to follow sometime in the future. These posts are intended to turn people on to these obscure artists. If you like what you hear, feel free to check out the following link to support the artist by purchasing a recording: http://www.one-way.org/jesusmusic.
Also, keep your eyes peeled at your local record stores. Many labels are re-issuing rare, outsider, records, like these, as the interest in them increases. Let us know what you think. Dig? Want more........................... Get Volume 2...
...a collaboration between doug & josh...
(2 forty minute halfs combined to make a whole lotta goodness):
"The End Is At Hand pt.1"
Creation, Lord I saw You cry - Azitis (1971)
Almighty God - Wilson McKinley (1972)
Someone Who Cares - Gospelfolk (1969)
Come Into My Life - First Revelation (1974)
Spirit Move Me - Ray Lemay (1979?)
Jesus Is - 2nd Chapter of Acts (1972)
This Bird - Fraction (1971)
On Solid Rock - Out of Darkness (1970)
The Rapture - The Last Call of Shiloh (1972)
Second Best Friend - Infinity Plus Three (1971)
Get the entire 1st half of the mix at: http://www.mediafire.com/?1tbn387xkoh8bbt
"The End Is At Hand pt.2"
"A Love Song (Reprise)"- Love Song (1972)
"The Edges of His Ways"- Linda Rich (1969)
"Son of God"- Parchment (1972)
"Sailing On A River"- Glass Harp (1972)
"The Bible"- D R Hooker (1972)
"Pressed Down Shaken Together"- Pressed Down Shaken Together (1972)
"Kingdom"- Harvest Flight (1971)
"You And I"- Search Party (1968)
"All Across The Nation"- All Saved Freak Band (1979?)
"Will The Circle Be Unbroken"- U.S. Apple Corps. (1970)
"Romans 10:9"- Selha (1972)
Get the 2nd half of the mix as individual tracks at:
http://www.mediafire.com/?ek914debfleca3z
Give One Way Trip- Jesus Music Vol. 2 a listen
...Check out these interesting videos documenting some of the "Jesus Movement"...
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
since it's a coal mine
in reference to something i had alluded to in a previous post concerning this recording project: my long term hope is to start an online record label that focuses primarily on recordings and distributes it's music for free (digitally): complete albums, splits & possibly ep's. and though the music would be totally free to download, we would present the option for donation at any price with a suggested donation attached. each album would be connected to a particular cause, organization, person in need, ministry, etc... and the cause would be determined by the artists making the music. for instance, as an extention of the content of the album we're recording at the moment, our hope is to find a group that we feel akin to that focuses on mental health, suicide prevention & education and that sort of thing. my thought at the moment would be to have 75% of proceeds going to the cause and 25% going to the artists for things like instrument maintainence and upgrades as well as possibley putting their music on vinyl for further distribution, a candy bar maybe, and other things i haven't thought of just yet.
i also imagine the label becoming a network of musicians, a collective, available to collaborate with all other members from their homes via the web. like, i know i need a double bass player for a particular track, and i know that joe shmoe from siberia plays the double bass and is part of the collective, and so i contact him and see if he feels up to it. if he does...cool, if not...no sweat. that sort of thing.
there are many more thoughts and wild ideas churning around in my mind concerning this vision. i'll save them for another time, but wanted to germinate the seeds a bit for now. respond with thoughts & questions if you feel inspired. below is Be Thine Mountain's first official recording. hope you enjoy. doug
Since It's a Coal Mine - Be Thine Mountain
In Response to The Sunflower's Shame
of my crawling days i cannot recall
i cannot remember when i began
or when i lost my sense of knowing
as if it were a sun exploding
and i was one who came to find
the fragments f l o a t i n g
but at least i am relieved in knowing
that no one has ever loved me
the way that You do
Monday, November 1, 2010
Down The Road
Saturday, October 30, 2010
"To Protest"
Take them among the cold winter streets
And weave in autonomous lines,
Your warm breath illuminating
bloodied statistics.
Take your banners; you dreamers.
Expose the youthful eyes
To what you consider to be just.
Let them know you think it true.
Fight for your cause, humble warriors.
Bring the troops home, if you must.
Let the talk of change flow.
But when your warm breath turns cold;
Retreat.
Let gold-paved disillusion resume,
And take to the woods, you cowards.
Have you no idea how to inspire?
Take your banners in flight; men,
And bring your cause to the wild.
Stake your words at the base of the trees.
"Ha,"
The wise ones will reply--
Hinting at a fact they have long known;
At the words nearly engraved in their withering limbs:
"nothing ever changes"
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
...Autumn Hues- (one video, a few songs, a new sketch, and somebody else's poem)...
...OTHER LIVES...
"Speed Tape"
...DAWES...
"Love Is All I Am"
...JIM SULLIVAN...
"So Natural"
...JACKSON C. FRANK...
"Milk and Honey"